14 June 2006

Superman (It's Not Easy)
Five for Nothing

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird:
I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd:but don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed:but won't you conceed
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me

Up, up and away:away from me
It's all right:You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy:or anything:

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me

I'm more than a man in a funny red sheet
More than man looking for my dream
I'm only a man in a funny red sheet
It's not easyIt's not easy
It's not easy to be me.


Im not superman. and certainly this song is not talking about me.

i m now listening to this song again and again. perhaps it's been running for 100 times. the story amazed me. today has been a terrible. i got stuck today and can't perform well in my office. i've made my superior upset, my colleagues mad, and a lovely woman yell out at me.
lol... it's been a frustating day.

it is a right to be weak, but it is not right to keep weak !!!!

11 June 2006

saya lupa
bahwa kita harus hidup dengan warna
dan mewarnai semua yang kita sentuh, yang kita kenal

saya lalai
untuk menjaga hidup saya dengan warna
warna2 yang bermunculan karena cinta
karena dengan cinta,
saya mewarnai ucapan2 saya, tingkah laku saya,
dan membiarkannya menggerakan hati

saya lari
karena saya lupa dengan indahnya warna-warni
karena saya lalai untuk menjaga kesetiaan saya
karena saya takut untuk hidup dengan cinta

lalu,
membeku seperti batu
dan tetap menjulanglah tembok tebal nan tinggi,
menjaga diri supaya tidak tersentuh oleh kasih
dan saya khilaf.