we both know,
there's something unspoken about us.

there're times
when we had nice conversations.
and there're times
when we had silly arguments.
i realize those are moments we both enjoy.

we keep our distance apart,
but also keep our emotional bound tightly.

and that something unspoken is remain unspoken.
i tried to talk and i denied it myself.
while you're trying to say it implicitly,
i remained a dumb, a real dumb.

do we enjoy our situation?
do we want to stay this way?
where will we go when this thought have been spoken?
will we still be the way we are ?

(me trying hard to write what i have in mind)