Over 2 years since I last wrote. I've been living a new role since I left Makassar in early 2021. Still feel like a puzzle, as some pieces I had not had is now in place, but at the same time, I kinda lost some other pieces. This lose-not lose feeling somehow remains a loneliness within. Still feel like the hole never leaves me.

I no longer write, due to inability to syntesize, capture, or simply say how I feel, what I think, what I want to memorize.

Clg,10mar23