2 cigarettes, an emptied glass, and a list of songs.
Still couldn't drive me to the dreamland.
Bloody hell...
I do miss the lady and her curvy smile.

Mks, 26 september 2015

When I say you're beautiful,
that's because you're beautiful,
not because I want you.

Don't put your prejudice against me.
I'm harmless.

Mks, 11 sep 2015

midnight sanity

Midnight sanity.
Love is another word in my drawer of past.
And you,
were an ancient creature in my memory.

Mks, 6 sept 2015

Somehow I feel lost. I thought I'm prepared to be alone, but it turns out I'm not.

Bdg, 14 ags 2015

I lose my appetite to work. what the h**k is goin on?

Mks, 24 jul 2015

The dress makes you look sexy, but it was your character that makes me go wild.

Mks, 6 mei 2015

Rasakan aliran nadi saat cinta terbentur karang.

Mks, 20 apr 2015

Bersemi rasa
pada semangkuk hambar.
Di kedai para penipu.
merajut helai dalam kamar.

Asmara racuni hasrat.
Dimabukkan keringat.
Terlepas,
terlena,
puas.

Mks, 22 apr 2015

indecision

indecision has always been in my life
i am stuck with it

for every situation needed decision
for every plan needed consideration
for every dislike activity
for every emotion-aroused motives

i am tired.
i cannot get rid of it, cannot run away,
cannot leave it behind.
it's in me, within me.
i am tired

banda aceh, 13 january 2009

Tompi - Sedari Dulu

Hatiku berharap
Mungkin engkau kan berubah
Bisa mencintai aku
Seperti hatiku padamu

Hujan badai kan kutempuh
Bintang dilangit kan kuraih
Bila harus ku kan merayu
Untuk cintamu bagiku

Cintamu tlah menjadi candu
Cintamu tlah membuatku membisu
Cintamu ohh seindah lagu
Membuatku tak bisa berpaling darimu

Kau adalah belahan jiwa
Kutahu itu sayang sedari dulu
Kau cinta yang hembuskan aku
Surga dunia disepanjang nafasku

Kau adalah belahan jiwa
Aku cinta kamu sedari dulu
Dan aku takkan berpaling darimu
Sayangku hanya kamu

Cintaku telah terlabuh
Berhenti selamanya dihatimu
Takkan kukayuh menjauh
Biar kurapatkan cintaku padamu

Cintamu tlah menjadi candu
Cintamu tlah membuatku membisu
Cintamu ohh seindah lagu
Hanya dirimu satu ohh cintaku

Kau adalah belahan jiwa
Kutahu itu sayang sedari dulu
Kau cinta yang hembuskan aku
Surga dunia disepanjang nafasku

Kau adalah belahan jiwa
Aku cinta kamu sedari dulu
Dan aku takkan berpaling darimu

Kau adalah belahan jiwa 4x

Kau adalah belahan jiwa
Kutahu itu sayang sedari dulu
Dan aku takkan berpaling darimu

Kau adalah belahan jiwa
Kutahu itu sayang sedari dulu
Kau cinta yang hembuskan
Surga dunia disepanjang nafasku

Kau adalah belahan jiwa
Aku cinta kamu sedari dulu
Dan aku takkan berpaling darimu
Hanya kamu

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Technorati Profile

(this is a personal theory of personality. i made it. it just came across my mind and i've been wondering if it might be true. )


one's basic trait might be the fundamental reason of one's all behavior. such basic trait will be discovered only if one understand oneself and being honest to oneself.
in case of myself, it is fear. my fear is the truly basic of all of my choices, my decisions, my needs, my interests. i've just realized it in a moment where i didn't find any answer nor reason of the path i've been walking on. probably there's no explainable reason like this fundamental trait can explain my past and present situation, feeling and thought.

banda aceh, 17 may 2008

i want you to know
you have made me different
your presence has created a new point of view
and a new point of feel
within me

i want you to know
you are my best partner

i want you to know
i am dreaming of us
where we both stay and stuck in each other

i want you to know
that i want you to walk on
even though i am not with you
you are strong
therefore you are adorable

i want you to know
i adore you

the last thing,
i want you to know
is that it is difficult for me
to brick up these word
to mention
to describe
you
and everything you have
so,
this maybe
is the only one
and maybe
the only one
i ever write about
you.
this is about you.
just for you.

"this is about you, Nel."
banda aceh, 15 maret 2008