refleksi Sinta

13 oktober 2005, 22.10.33
Siska udah melahirkan kmrn mlm. Td gw,ari,devita udh besuk d Rs PntaiIndhKapuk.
for some people, life phase steps fast forwardly. for others, it crawls so slowly.

that thought is originally, trade marked by Sinta Mira, Psi. only. what a thought.
yes, life phase for some ppl move fast, while others slow. i havent known what makes her said that. but it's really nice and it's right. my sis had graduated from uni a year before i did. she has moved forward before i did. i feel hurt, then the thought that i'm uncapable was rising. was it a matter of capabilities? or was it a matter of speed? mmmm..... or maybe it's a matter of chance and those who see the chance first and take the chance before it leaves ?
i graduated at my 6th year in uni. my friends, closed ones, had graduated 2/3 semesters ahead. they gained the chances to step in the work, create a career or go to postgraduate program. whatever the choice they take, or I take, there's the effect for the future. i had decided that i'd be the last one to graduate among my class. i have made up my way. this is my way. this is not yours, theirs, or even god. this is mine. so, i'll walk my path myself.

yes, there's often a time that you can't make up your way. because it depends on others' choice.and by the time we have to wait, then wait up. it takes a big patience to wait, it takes a big energy to control the big passion. just wait. maybe god wants us to wait, to learn something. he has the plan for our life, it is his decision wheter we are ready for our next step or should we learn something before the next journey begins.